Ace of Wands reversed. An inversion of will-power, one that’s mismanged and a poor shot. Rushing to a climax without regard to details or dynamic components.
Focus. Going from 0 to 100 is a disaster. It’s all about feeling the delicate transition through stages. Shift through all gears contiguously and give each level your focused attention. Very much a form of foreplay, it serves a valuable purpose.
Don’t jump to the end right away, you’ve only just begun. Enjoy the process, savor each step. 🃏 Tarot de Marseilles 🃏
Asking for an archetype to emulate to get out of a mental/emotional slump.
King of Swords.
Everything is a matter of logistics and order. Stop focusing on the “is this my life now” and start problem solving. Emotions are no longer being helpful in my mission, I should compartmentalize and develop plans to execute. Be frank and direct with people, be honest, even if at times brutal.